SPM result!?

Sad to say, but i really think i did badly for it~
It might hurt me deeply~
how i wish it somebody would ter-burn my result so i never gonna know about it FOREVER..
Er..
Let me review about my Form 4 and Form 5's life..
I put no effort on study,
I hate add maths, Physics, Chemistry etc etc~
I'm addicted to shopping~
I used all my money to buy clothes, watches, bags and shoes~
OH MY GOSH~
I didnt even put effort to read a book..
I felt bad~
I'm not born to be smart, its just because i'm hardworking~
Okay~
I promise I would put more efforts on study when i come to college~
I PROMISE~
OH GOD, please forgive me and give me a better result for SPM!!


Cant imagine how's my result! Can i just skipped this part of my life?
i really scare i'll bang my head to the wall~
=D
Wish me luck!