我重新学会了..呼吸

我的内心十分挣扎..
是否应该在部落格里写下自己内心深深出那真情得一面呢?
那..会不会让别人觉得我很脆弱..

今天我决定了..
勇敢地表露出来..

原本感情丰富的我..
在一次跌倒后,
决定..不再随易表露出感性的一面..
掩饰与逃避便成了我一直带着的面具..
爱哭的我决定不再哭..
我不哭!
我告诉我自己..
就算要哭,也不可以让任何人看到..
我还真傻..
还以为这样就可以变成一个坚强的人..
以为这样我就不会再受伤…

这样,我真的..
好辛苦..
如果哭泣是一种呼吸的方式…那,
我,
已经憋气很久了..
是时候深呼吸….

是你陪我走过这一段艰辛的路..
你常在我失意时安慰我..
虽然你常告诉我一些我不明白或不认同的道理..
但,就是因为这样傻傻的你才能让我感动..
崇,我更爱你了............
你感觉到了吗?

i love cherrries

i really love cherry...
i took the cherries tat they placed on the topping of the dessert and took a great picture of it!!

this is an apple juice with a cherry in it....

cool..

love it!!

arwh.....

爱莉思家一日游

今天放学后,我们没有回家..
嘻嘻….
请注意~是我们,不是[我]..
我的我们是包括了我自己,爱莉思,崇崇,tarling,家文 和 爱莉思的查查!!!
我们一班一起到爱莉思家作客~~~
哈哈..
今天的气氛超尴尬的..
一进门就害害羞羞地向auntie请安..
然后就跑到房间去躲起来了..
查查的心情更是肉酸!!
嘻嘻..因为这次是他的第一次~~
[第一次去她家]
现场的气氛真的超尴尬的!!
不时会感觉有乌鸦飞过….
>嘎嘎嘎>>>>>>>.<''

不过心情是愉快的!!
因为今天我们真的玩翻了..
先是6个人挤到查查那架kelisa里..
到了爱莉思家又一大班塞进他那粉红色的房间里..
[两个大男人在一个粉红色的空间里]
画面真的是怪怪的><”
所以我赶快换地方在续微笑..^^

[来到饭厅]
吃饭=撕杀KFC!!

[来到电脑房]
玩啊!!
我们当然不忘谈正经事啦..
年尾的班团搞得七七八八鲁~~

[回到车上]
六个人..
好挤噢..
沙丁鱼们各自回家鲁..

好满足的一天~~
\<['(00)']>/满足!!

another tiring day...

i'm exhauted after taking that 3 stupid test paper this morning..

1st paper which is the history paper was funny..
everyone seems laughing while doin it n finished in a glims of time and starts lying on the table n slpp....
Khang aik is the first one to slp..zzZZZ..
n last followed by chia wen, shou kuan, Cp then joel..
haha..
this fenomena was so funny coz i nvr expected that the time just passed 15minutes since we got the paper..

2nd paper is EST..

they asked us to write a report as usual..
and guess wats the tittle??

The used of Synthetic fibres in making cloth

WTH?? *&?!#$@#W^%$^%

can anyone tell me wat synthetic fibres..

ahaha..

3rd paper, Chemistry Paper 1,

totally blank..

i dont even remember a single question in the paper..

all i remember is a keep gossiping wit my beloved alice n laughin non stop..

i went to my teacher's house straight after back from school to try to rush up for my Add math project..

n... tadaaaa!!! all the hardworks n sweats pay off..

i've done copying the project n will lent it to Fei Sin Tmr ya...

7-9 at night,having add maths tuiton.
everyone seems in a hyper mood today included my teacher..
we starts to gossip n sembang..

n see wat we draw..

oOOrhhhhhh.........

wat???

cant see..

okokok... focus more into the right corner that have a blue duster on it..

FOCUS ya..

Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
here we go..

this pig looks so dumb.. cute...

it coloured my day..

thanks piggy..hah!!

Finally

finally can online after so long..
i just cant tell u guys how much i hate my stupid *Personal Computer*
i duno how much it had broke down since the day i got it, which so called my PMR result's rewards..
erm..
i took alot of pic and i missed out to blog about some very important occasions like carnival days, family dinner, trips, outing with whole bunch of friendss, see wah n bee bee lian's birthday...
sigh.. sad..
but all these memories will always stayed n kept in the deepest part of my heart...
Intervensi test is goin on..
*hmmMM* actually i dont really care about this test since its not very important..
i went tuition as usual..
nothing much to blog about today..
i'll try to write another post tmr k!!
see ya everyone..
i have to go tuition now la... buai~

p/s: i'm using my teacher's pc to online now.. wish that my pc can recover soon..